Category: Diary

1775 September [6?] (Wednesday).  [torn] remains in the like low Condition, but sleeps somewhat [torn] in the late times.  Mr. Jonathan Forbes Wife here on Examination.  [torn] Life of Mr. Whitefield by Dr. John Gillies.  My Son John h[torn] had [torn] Rest (as Eli Harrington that watched [torn]) but yet I think he looses Grou[torn] [weaker?] than ever I knew him [torn]uick, and attended with a trembl[torn] when he lifts them up [torn] I prayed.  I took leave; and [borrowing?] [torn]Horse rode over to see Mrs. Martyn before she dyes.  When I arrived there Mr. Whitney was praying.  After prayer I endeavoured to Converse with her, but it was difficult because She could hardly hear what was Said; and through her own weakness she Could Speak but very little; and therefore I could discover very little of her state or Frame.  N.B. her son Michael was there; and her Sister Witt was also come to See her.  Note further that Mrs. Whitney yesterday brought him another Daughter.  I bid Adieu to Mrs. Martyn with Solemnity.  I returned at Eve: Hear that Madam Woods (as She has been commonly called) heretofore wife of my old, generous Friend, Coll. Benjamin Woods of Marlborough, dyed lately of an Apoplectic fit, or a Disorder of that kind; and was buryed yesterday.[1]  O that God would prepare me for Sudden Death!

[1]Not in Marlborough Vital Records.

1775 September 8 (Friday).  Mrs. P__________ watched with John, and rose at 4 in the Morning.  He continually decays, yet lives.  Who knows what God designs?  Mr. Asa Rice of Northborough brought me a Letter from Capt. Michael Martyn Acquainting me that his [honoured?] Mother departed this Life this Morning 2 o’Clock, that her Funeral is to be tomorrow at 1 o’Clock, and that it is desired I would attend as a Bearer.  Mr. [Stone?] to whom Mr. Rice was going with the like Message [illegible] and they both dined with us.  P.M. I attended the Funeral of Mr. Joseph Grouts youngest Child.[1]  When I returned [found] Bowen and his wife, also Miss Nancy Wilder, here.  [torn] Bowen takes a Saddle of my son Johns Make.  [Paid?] I suppose 10 Dollars.  At Eve came Mr. Phinehas [Forbush?] to inform me that his son Elijahs Child is dead and [torn] had appointed tomorrow P.M. for the funeral — whereas [torn] sent them word by Lt. Hazzleton and also distinctly by [torn] promised they would faithfully bear it to [torn] for to morrow after noon [torn] they must not appoint the burying [torn] for it was dead as they came along, sent the like by Dr. Ba[torn].  I told [torn]

 

She being [torn] Woods — discoursed and prayed with her.  Moses Brigham watches with John.

[1]Lucy, daughter of Joseph and Sarah Grout, was b. July 6, 1774; d. Sept. 7, 1775; Westborough Vital Records, 241.

1775 September 9 (Saturday).  John, though he seemed to the Watcher, to have had a tolerable Night, yet he had grievous Turns of Coughing; and he thought it is probable he should die in one of those Fits of Coughing (but yet no bleeding for some time).  Moses Brigham singularly kind in procuring and fetching his Mothers Chaise and Horse for me to ride to Northborough.  Hannah rode with me to Mrs. Martyns Funeral.  Rev. Messrs. Smith, Morse, Goss, Sumner, Whitney, and I were Bearers.  It was also my part to pray.  May I be duly impressed with it, and have Grace to improve it!  John so bad that not only Stephen Maynard but Mrs. P________ also watches this night, it having been conceived that a little after noon he was struck with Death, was delirious and in [torn] Sweats.

1775 September 10 (Sunday).  John lives

 

Preached a.m. on Ps. 43

 

the Cup which my F. hath given me to drink etc.[1] to p. 10 with some part of Sermon on Mat. 26.39, viz. p. 13.14.  Which O that I might suitably apply!  I am now brought to the Tryal.  Neighbour Newton comes to watch.  John ceased to breathe at 10 Minutes past 10 o’Clock at night.  An End!  behold, an End is come![2]

[1]John 18.11: “Then said Jesus unto Peter, Put up thy sword into thy sheath: the cup which my Father hath given me, shall I not drink it?”

[2]Death not recorded in the Westborough Vital Records

1775 September 11 (Monday).  Neighbour Newton and his wife were here with the Corps through the last night, laying it out etc.  We are preparing for the sorrowful work of burying.  Mr. Fisher makes the Coffin, and Mr. Thaddeus Warrin undertakes to dig the Grave.  I writ[torn] a Number of Letters to my Children.  Mr. Newton carrys Messages to Brookfield.  Capt. Maynard to Concord.

1775 September 12 (Tuesday).  I [visit?] divers of the Sick, viz. Mr. Jonathan Childs wife.  Prayed with her.  Dined there.  [torn] Miss Sally Pierce and prayed with her.  At Mr. [illegible] Townsends [torn] Belknap dyed last Night.[1]  A gracious good Woman, a great Loss!  [torn] Ebenezer came.  [illegible], an Indian Boy from Mr. Forbes’s, with him.  [torn] drooping, and has a bad Cough.  Fear what the Event may be.

[1]Not in Westborough Vital Records.

1775 September 13 (Wednesday).  [torn]ning attend the Funeral of Mrs. Belknap so far as to go to the [torn] pray there.  My Son Ebenezer went with me.  Mr. Forbes [torn] (having been to Dr. [Pope?] at Mendon about her Breast) came, as did William [torn] and Daughter Lydia.  Alexander, his Wife and young Child — Samuel with his [torn] — Mr. Whitney came also and dined with us.  Mr. Stone came [torn] before [the procession?].  The following young Men were Bearers [torn] Uriah Brigham [torn] Thomas Stone, Benjamin [Tainter?] junior, Jonathan Fay, Samuel [torn] and Stephen Maynard.  Thus we go through the mournful work of [torn]ing our Dead.  May God almighty Support and comfort us!  And [torn] I be Ever mindful of and preparing for my own Decease! [torn] Forbes and his Wife and [illegible] [marginal notation: their sister Baldwin]  But Ebenezer went to Deacon Bonds.  B[torn] and his Wife and Daughter (though Evening) sat out for home.  Alexander [torn] and Child left us for Leicester, and Samuel [illegible] greatly obliged to Capt. Maynard [illegible]

 

the          and same which

 

his Wife also was exceeding kind in Coming, and not only taking her Aunts Care in the Kitchin upon her, but labouring [illegible] there — (though there were Mrs. Spring, Mrs. Hannah Warrin, Mrs. Mary Crosby, and Suse Brigham (there) besides).  When therefore I saw that her son, Samuel Brigham, was dropt from being a Bearer, I was surprized and grieved.  My Daughter Baldwin tarrys with us.

1775 September 14 (Thursday).  Mr. Forbes, his Wife and [illegible] left us and are going to Cape Ann.  Ebenezer goes home.  N.B. wrote by him to Samuel Brigham and Sent him the Allens Alarm,[1] which I had given my Son John.  Breck and Elijah Brigham are gone to [Harwich?] I am informed that Jabez Snow, the grandson of Ensign Snow, is dead.[2]  I visited Molly [Warrin?] and prayed with her.  She is very [illegible] and [exceedingly to be pittyed?].

[1]Joseph Alleine (1634-1668), An Alarm to Unconverted Sinners (Boston, 1703; Evans 39,390).  There were at least eight subsequent editions before 1775.

[2]Jabez, son of Jabez, Jr., and Hannah Snow, b. Mar. 31, 1770; d. Sept. 13, 1775; Westborough Vital Records, 94, 253.

1775 September 15 (Friday).  Mr. Levi [Warrin?] [illegible] to tell me that his [torn] is dead.  Capt. Edmund Brigham [illegible]

 

his uncle Thomas’s

 

Widow (she was [illegible]) dyed this Morning.

1775 September 16 (Saturday).  I was taken ill with [grip?]– which obliged me to [deny?] going to the Buryal of Mrs. Mary Warrin

 

I              to get Mr. Fitch of

 

Mr. Nathaniel Whitney

 

The poor Woman was         her Birth.

 

She was in her 56th year.  She had but low attainments but

 

seemed         desired to be Saved by

 

shaw

 

Esq. and his Lady, on their Journey to Brookfield.

 

too poorly to [enjoy their?] Company or attend upon

1775 September 17 (Sunday).  Have had a poor Night.

 

I could a

 

and P.M. on Job 23[1]

 

know of.  I thank God for the Assistance of His  Holy

 

O that I might be           and prepared

 

Mr. Grosvenor came from

 

to day, and called to See us.  Tells us that

 

very ill with Dysentery      Another

 

viz. Mr. Joseph [Belknaps?] only Son of about 9 months old.[2]

[1]Job 23 begins, “Then Job answered and said, Even to-day is my complaint bitter: my stroke is heavier than my groaning.”)

[2]Joseph, son of Joseph and Esther Belknap, was bapt. Nov. 27, 1774; Westborough Vital Records, 16.  Another son Joseph was bapt. May 17, 1778; ibid.

1775 September 18 (Monday).  Attended the Burial of the Said Child

 

Called to

 

common Distemper            that    prevals much there

 

Visited

 

Squire Shaw and Lady Sat out for Brookfield.

1775 September 19 (Tuesday).

 

Carryed Suse

 

Brigham home to her Father.   Paid Suse three Dollars.

 

I went to Ministers Meeting at Marlborough.  I was chose Moderator and prayed.  The Conversation was upon the General Distresses, viz. by the Warr, and by the terrible Dysentery.  N.B. In Marlborough Four have been buryed in a Day; three times this has occurred, and nineteen have been buryed in a week.  The Ministers were agreed to recommend our keeping Fasts in our respective Parishes.  In returning, I called to see Old Coll. Williams who has lost his Wife, son William and his Daughter Abigail, by Death;[1] also their Maid, and a Traveller — all five of them dyed there of late, and a young Child Sick at this time.  Sorrowfull [Dispensations?] indeed!  I went in also to see old Mrs. Beeman, who is very feeble, yet can go about.  Breck returned from Norwich.  One Gilbert with him, who carrys a Letter from me to Mr. Moore.

[1]Elizabeth, wife of Col. Abraham Williams, d. 9 Aug. 1775, in 71st year; Marlborough Vital Records, 400.  William d. 1 Aug. 1775; ibid., 401.  Abigail, dau.  of Col. Abraham and Elizabeth, d. 28 July 1775, in 40th yr.; ibid., 400.

1775 September 20 (Wednesday).  Visit Mr. Joseph Green, Sick of the Distemper, and prayed with him and the Family.  While I was there a Messenger came for me to hasten to Mr. Elijah Hardys, they feared their son Ephraim Brigham was dying — went, and not only Ephraim but two other Children besides were very ill.  I conversed with Ephraim and prayed with the Family.

1775 September 21 (Thursday).  Visit Mr. Ithamar Bellows Wife and Grand child, exercised with the Distemper, and prayed with them.  Was at Mr. Ebenezer Chamberlain juniors.  At Eve Mr. Daniel Chamberlain and his Wife were here with their Relations.  At parting I told them that I should admitt them (with the Churchs Consent) into the Church as it had been from the Beginning and no otherwise (that is, with no regard to the late Vote passed about negative etc.) and asked them whether they [torn] so?  They answered that they did and expected no otherwise.  Mr. Jonathan Forbes came also with [his?] [torn].

1775 September 22 (Friday).  Breck to Lancaster about Johns Affairs.  [torn] [yesterday morning] dyed Mr. Elijah Hardys Daughter Hannah, past 6 years old;[1][torn] dyed his son Ephraim Brigham in his 11th.[2]  This Day they were [buryed?] in one [grave?] and in one Coffin.  I attended, and prayed — though it was very rainy.  [torn] of their Children still, little [Prudence?], of nigh 6 years, is also thought to be dying.  [torn] the God of infinite Compassion Show them His [torn] and Mercy!  Hear that Mr. Solomon Miller [torn]ld of Six years lies dead:[3]  and that Mr. [Fishers?] Family are greatly distressed.  That Miss[torn] of 22, has expired; and divers others of them [crossed out] are sick.

[1]Hannah, dau. of Elijah and Martha Hardy, b. June 20, 1769; d. Sept. 20, 1775; Westborough Vital Records, 57, 241.

[2]Ephraim Brigham Hardy, son of Elijah and Martha Hardy, d. Sept. 20, 1775; Westborough Vital Records, 241.

[3]Loas, dau. of Solomon and Mary, b. Oct. 12, 1769; d. Sept. 23, 1775; Westborough Vital Records, 75, 247.

1775 September 23 (Saturday).  [torn] the Funeral of Mr. Solomon Millers Daughter Lois, and [torn].  Called to See old Mrs. Grow.  Breck returned from Lancaster.  My Daughter Hannah is very much out of Health — has a sore Mouth.

1775 September 24 (Sunday).  Preached a. and P.M. on Mat. 25.39, last Clause.  Hear that a fourth Child of Mr. Elijah Hardy is dead.[1]  At noon time I stopped the Church and proposed to turn our next [Lecture?] into a Fast.  They freely voted it.  P.M. laid it before the Congregation, and they all, Church and Congregation, [illegible] lifted up their Hands.

[1]Prudence, dau.  of Elijah and Martha Hardy, b. Jan. 26, 1771; d. Sept. 23, 1775; Westborough Vital Records, 58, 241.

1775 September 25 (Monday).  Went to the Funeral of Mr. Elijah Hardys little Daughter Prudence who dyed last Saturday, of nigh 5 Years old; of the same Distemper.  Prayed and Exhorted etc.  I Went also to Capt. Jonathan Fays to see his Daughter Joanna who sadly languishes in Consumption.  Mr. Phinehas Gleason makes me a visit.  Elijah Brigham lodges here.

1775 September 26 (Tuesday).  Johns Chest was brought by Mr. Phelps from Lancaster.  I rode up to Mr. William Nurse’s, to see his Daughter Zerviah who has the Dysentery — prayed there.  Ebenezer Chamberlain here.  N.B. his disparaging Rev. Mr. Stone, and exalting Mr. Fish.

1775 September 27 (Wednesday).  According to the Agreement of Church and people, we kept this Day as a Day of Fasting and Prayer.  A.M. I opened the Solemnity with Prayer.  Mr. Stone preached an excellent Sermon on Job 1.21.  P.M. Mr. Stone prayed, and I preached.  Text was Rev. 6.8.  May god be pleased to pardon, hear and accept us!  N.B. Mr. Simon Bellows’ Child, Mary, of 3 years was buryed this Morning — but I could not attend upon it.[1]  I hear that old Mr. Ebenezer Chamberlain prayed at the House of mourning.

[1]Molly, dau. of Simeon and Rebecca Bellows, b. July 20, 1773; d. Sept. 25, 1775; Westborough Vital Records, 18, 229

1775 September 28 (Thursday).  Old Mr. Batherick came requesting earnestly that I would visit his son Solomon’s wife, Miriam.  I went — found her greatly exercised in Mind — very humble — says she is wil[ling?] to be damned if God requires it.  Prayed with them and composed [them?] in some Measure.  Thence proceeded to Southborough Fast.  Mr. Stone prayed.  Mr. Smith preached on Ps. 146.4[?].  P.M. Mr. Bowen prayed.  I preached on Micah [6.?].  O that it might be to the divine Acceptance!  and that God would pardon the Iniquitys of our holy Things!  In my returning I called at Mr. Ithamar Bellows to see his Wife, [and prayed?].

1775 September 29 (Friday).  Mr. James Foster Condy[1] here and dined with us.  Breck returned from Providence, whither he went on the 27th.  I rode up to Mr. William Nurse’s hoping to see Zerviah but She expired before I got there.[2]  Prayed with the survivors.  Mrs. Cotton and her Neice, Miss Polly Clark, waited on by young [Billy?], were here, and tarried over night.  Lent Elijah Brigham my Salmons Geography.  Visit Mrs. Miriam Batherick again and prayed there, and Miss Ann Maynard at Mr. Parkers and prayed.  Sister Cushing came to see us in her way home from Southborough.

[1]Son of Jeremiah Condy, Harvard 1726 (1709-1768), minister of the First Baptist Church of Boston.

[2]Zerviah, sister of Daniell Nurs, d. Sept. 29, 1775; Westborough Vital Records, 249.

1775 September 30 (Saturday).  Mr. Ithamar Bellows’ Wife dyed yesterday — about 49 years old.[1]  She is buryed to day.  I attended and prayed.  Was not well.  Went to bed early, unable to attend Family Exercises.

[1]Ithemer Bellows mar. Ruth Johnson of Southborough, int. May 23, 1773; Westborough Vital Records, 123.  Ruth, wife of Ithemar Bellows, d. Sept. 29, 1775; Westborough Vital Records, 229.

1775 October 1 (Sunday).  Through divine Goodness was better.  Went to meeting.  Preached a.  and P.M. on Isai. 55.4.  Used the notes on the first part of the verse, having been so much taken up in the week past that I could  make no new preparations.  I administered the Lords Supper.  Old Mrs. Kelly, Mrs. Maynard and Suse Brigham dined here.  A Letter from Mr. Moore of the 19th ult. that he had the Camp-Distemper.

1775 October 2 (Monday).  Elias goes to School to Mr. William May, who keeps at the Whipple School-House.  Attended Miss Zerviah Nurses Funeral.  She was nigh 36.  A Messenger called to inform me of the Death of that worthy Man, Col. Timothy Brigham Yesterday, though previously Some time, indisposed, yet he dyed suddenly, and to all about him unexpectedly[1]  Help, Lord!  the godly man ceaseth!  This especially is a very great Loss — to dear Brother Stone more peculiarly.  I am desired to go there tomorrow.

[1]Timothy Brigham d. Oct. 1, 1775; Southborough Vital Records, 159.

1775 October 3 (Tuesday).  I rode down to Southborough, on the mentioned sorrowful Occasion.  Dined at Mr. Stones.  P.M. repaired to the House of Mourning.  I was obliged to pray before the Interrment.  A large and respectible Assembly were gathered.  I prayed [that this Sad Oc]casion might not go over without Some special and saving Benefit by it.  Squire Whipple my Company back.  Dr. Fre[torn] fell in with us, and coming from Cambridge this morning he informed us of the Treachery of Dr. Church who was confined last Evening there.  When I came home found my dear Kinswoman Procter, with her Husband, from Lincoln here.  They lodge here.

1775 October 4 (Wednesday).  Hannah rode with me to See Mrs. Miriam Batherick still Sick.  Mr. Procter and his Wife, Mr. Noah Hardy, Elijah and Edward [Brigham?] dined here.  Mr. Hardy payed me (in old tenor) £74.  [A]ll of what Mr. Martin Pratt, late Constable, was to collect of the [torn] Rates.  Old Mrs. Kelly came with her grand daughter [torn] Beeton, who is under Awakenings and wanted to talk with me.  [torn] Procter and his Wife desire me to read my late Brothers and their [torn] Will, and are dissatisfyed with the scanty provisions [torn] in it for them.

1775 October 5 (Thursday).  My Kinsfolk are here with me.  Mr. Procter makes an Extract from [torn] Brothers will.  Do something (though but too little) in my preparations.  [torn] Rumour increase concerning Dr. Church.

1775 October 6 (Friday).  My Kinsman and his Wife leave us to go to Weston, to visit [torn] How there.  Hear Mrs. Miriam Batherick dyed [1] to day about 12 o’Clock [?] Sudden [?] to go to old Mrs. [Grow?].  Went and prayed with her, being exceeding bad, in lying in [very] disagreeable Condition.

[1]Not in Westborough Vital Records.

1775 October 7 (Saturday).  In the morning I went to Mr. Andrews’s he having Sent for me to see a stranger, who was attempting to go home from the Army, ill, but who lay sick there.  His Name was Daniel Barber of Symsbury.  Discoursed and prayed with him.  Visited also and prayed with the Widow Martha Warrin, who is sick of a Fever, at Mr. Daniel Warrins.  P.M. attended the Funeral of Mrs. Miriam Batherick (wife of Solomon Batherick)[1] and she seems to be much lamented.  Towards night came Mr. May to see us.

[1]Solomon Bathrick mar. Miriam Beeman, int. May 9, 1772; Westborough Vital Records, 121.  Levi was b. Sept. 29, 1772.

1775 October 8 (Sunday).  I went on a. and P.M. with Isa. 55.4 from page 95 to 106, with variations and Additions, according to Times and Circumstances.  After the Exercises Capt. Maynard acquainted me with the very sorrowful Tidings of the Death of the Reverend Mr. Amos Adams of Roxbury; that he dyed at Dorchester last Thursday, of the Dysentery; and was buryed yesterday.  I how the righteous Perish from the Earth!  Are taken away from the Evil to come!  May God pity us!  the mournful Widow — — Parents, Children — Brothers and Sisters — and in special my Daughter [i.e., daughter-in-law, William’s wife] Lydia.  O how grievous this [Breach?] to the Flock he used to feed, now doubly distressed and Scattered!!!

1775 October 9 (Monday).  Mr. William Blair Townsend, with his Son, came to See me and they dined here.  P.M. they left us and I visited the Sick — viz. Ann Maynard.  Capt. Jonas Brigham’s wife, and Mr. Daniel Barber, at Mr. Andrews’.  Discoursed and prayed with each.

1775 October 10 (Tuesday).  Write to Mr. Cushing by Moses Brigham going to [torn]mouth College.  Attended the Funeral of old M[torn]borah Grow who dyed on the 8th.  Aets. 90.[1]  One Miss Patience Richardson of Lancaster came to trade with [torn] is at Coffee P.M. as is Master May, and both lodge here.  Am inf[torn] that Mr. Barber above mentioned, dyed this afternoon.[2]  Died at [blank].  [torn].  Received a Letter from Brother Grindall Rawson of East Haddam.

[1]Not in Westborough Vital Records.

[2]Not in Westborough Vital Records.

1775 October 11 (Wednesday).  Our Company leave us but Miss Richardson not till after Dinner.  Mr. Andrews here and will have me go to the burying place and shew where the Grave for Mr. Barber had best be dugg.  Breck P.M. goes to Brookfield.  I went on f[oot?] to Mr. Andrews’s to attend the Funeral of the Barber abovesaid.  He was almost 2[2] Years old.  There was a Brother from the Camp, and a Friend that came from his Father at Symsbury; attending the Solemnity.  At night a very great storm of Thunder, Lightning and Rain.