December 11, 1771

1771 December 11 (Wednesday).  Breck goes on my Horse to Upton.  Miss Susanna Gleason came to Work here.  Is making my Wife a Gown.  I am Still reading the General Table of Europe, in which are the Accounts of the three prophets Kotterus, Christina and Drabricius, which Accounts are chiefly Strengthened by what is taken from Comenius.  Wrote to Mr. Moore but can’t send it.

December 12, 1771

1771 December 12 (Thursday).  Breck at work for himself in the Shop.  Miss Susan makes riding Hoods for Sophy and Hannah.  Read Mr. Willards Body, on the Office of Mediator, and especially of the Priesthood of Christ.  Mr. Spring calls me to his Wife, who is very ill.  Went — though the weather was bad.  Conversed and prayed with her.  She complains much of a grievous Pain in her stomach: has been ill Several Days, and is much distressed both inwardly and outwardly.

1771 December 12 (Thursday).  Breck at work for himself in the Shop.  Miss Susan makes riding Hoods for Sophy and Hannah.  Read Mr. Willards Body, on the Office of Mediator, and especially of the Priesthood of Christ.  Mr. Spring calls me to his Wife, who is very ill.  Went — though the weather was bad.  Conversed and prayed with her.  She complains much of a grievous Pain in her stomach: has been ill Several Days, and is much distressed both inwardly and outwardly.

December 15, 1771

1771 December 15 (Sunday).  I Preached on Heb. 16.20, those words, “even Jesus made an high-Priest.”  P.M. I delivered an Exercise on Joh. 3.3 of the Necessity of Regeneration using what I formerly offered on that Text from p. 37 to 42 nigh the bottom.  To which I added a Number of Uses, anew, on a loose paper.  May God succeed my sincere Endeavours and forgive my Deficiencies!  Miss Sus. Gleason is with us over the sabbath.  Joseph Chamberlin dined here.  In the Evening I read to the Family in Fords Autokatakritos, page 89 to 112.

December 16, 1771

1771 December 16 (Monday).  Mr. Hancock at work here, as also Miss Susan.  Ruth Bellows finishes her work here and goes to Capt. Maynards.  I Visited and prayed with Mrs. Hardy.  Her Cancer has eat up the greatest part of her Face.  By reason of Mr. Nurse’s delay to pay me, I am forced to borrow of One after another.  Borrowed 4 Dollars of Mr. Levi Warrin.  Visit Mrs. Spring.  Supped at Deacon Woods.  Squire Whipple and his Wife there also.

December 22, 1771

1771 December 22 (Sunday).  I could not divide my discourse which I had prepared and therefore delivered the whole a.m.  It was on Heb. 6.20.  Ruth Bellows though she lives at Capt. Maynards dines here usually.  P.M. Preached on Joh. 3.7, going on with the Repetition of Sermon on Joh. 3.3 from p. 42 to 48 with Addition of 4 Heads of Improvement at this time.  Admitted Mrs. Harrington.  In the Eve read in the Family part of Fords Autocatacritos.

December 31, 1771

1771 December 31 (Tuesday).  Busy my self in Collecting Money for tomorrow.  Borrow 20£ and l0/ of Mr. Thomas Bond, because Mr. Wheelock fails me, though the time with him is out, and out again some time agoe.  He however sends his man Mr. Ware to Marlborough after it; but returns without it.  Yet he delivers me 8 Dollars for Mr. Wheelock, who has borrowed it for me.  Capt. Maynard came and lends me 50£ Old Tenor.  My Boys have not only gone to school in the Day; they go to Brecks Evening School also. Thus Ends another Year!  Having greatest Cause to magnifie and praise His Glorious Name who has sustained and preserved me and mine through the various Passages of it: But O how many are my Transgressions and my Offences against Him!  How justly an End might be put to my unprofitable Life, So full of Miscarriages and Deficiencies!  May God forgive me through the Abundant Mercy offered in Jesus Christ.  And O that I might be ever ready for the Will of the Sovereign God!

January 1, 1772

1772 January 1 (Wednesday).  I have Still more and more cause to bless God for His Long suffering towards me.  I am astonished at this unmerited Goodness!  May I have Grace to glorifie God as He justly expects from me!  Having obtained help from Him I continue to this Day.  It is matter of Grief and sorrow that I have done so little for the Honour of God and the Benefit of His People!  Master Taylor takes my Horse and rides to Rev. Mr. Morse of Shrewsbury to deliver him for Mr. Glazier, of whom I bought my Horse, 95£ old Tenor.  At night he returns and tells me he has done so.  Dr. Crosby made me a Visit.  At Eve I married Nathan Fay to Persis Harrington.  Two foolish, unhappy young Creatures who have fallen into Transgression.  She is in but her 15th year.  I could not go through the Service without Pain and Distress.  The Lord grant them true Repentance and the Restraints of His Grace to the rest of our young people!  And O that my own sins might be blotted out!

January 5, 1772

1772 January 5 (Sunday).  Preached a.m. on Act. 26.22.  Deacon Burnet dined here and gave me a Letter from Hopkinton Church, but by reason of very few Members of the Church being at Meeting I did not read it.  Mrs. Hannah Rice dined here also.  P.M. preached again on Joh. 3.7, repeating on the Same subject as last sabbath, from p. 48 to 53, and broke off because of the Cold.