January 23, 1757

1757 January 23 (Sunday).  Read 1 K. 22.  Gave Remarks and Observations.  Repeated sermon 5 on Eph. 2.21.22.  Took only the last verse for my Text.  N.B. Chose this the rather because of the Subject designed for the p.m. (on which I had spent my Time for preparations) and the Business of next Week.  N.B. This morning ended Mr. Lowman on the Rev. and therewith finished the reading the Bible in the Family once more.  May the Seal of it be impressed on our Hearts!  Old Mrs. Maynard, Widow of the late Capt. John Maynard, after many Entreatys, dined here.  P.M. Read Mat. 25 and preached on Act 6.1, to 7th v. previous to the Choice of another Deacon.  Appointed a Church Meeting to be next Thursday for that purpose.  At Eve Mrs. Pierponts Journals.

January 26, 1757

1757 January 26 (Wednesday).  P.M. I took a walk to Mr. Zebulun Rice’s.  He went before me without much Path, to See Monsieur Blanc.  I carryed with me Dr. Douglass’s Historical Summary of Nova ScotiaBlanc gave me Some Account of the Fight at the Grand Pre in Menis but he said he was not there.  N.B. He was more attentive to my Discourse of Religion — and what I insisted for was; that as Religion is the Service of God, it must be performed according to His own mind, if we would have it to be acceptable to Him: If then He has Seen meet to discover His Mind we must strictly observe it.  Now since the Bible is the Mind of God, we must be very exactly Carefull to put nothing into our Religion that is not in the Bible; nor omitt anything that is there.  When he told me that the people of Anapolis never Speak to one another about Religion but are free and Willing that each Party Should enjoy their own Way; the English go to their own Church and the French to theirs.  I prayed him not to take it in ill part that I spake to him about Religion: If I had any Love to him I must.  There was no such way to manifest my true and hearty Love to him as this.  All that related to this present Life and World was un petit Affaire, but what relates to the Great God and to long Eternity is, un Grad Affaire.  He gave very free Consent to this, and Seemed willing to attend.  I told him I heard some of the French were afraid of the English and especially of ministers, lest they Should speak to them about religion; and more peculiarly did not love to have their Children to be among the English for fear they Should be influenced to turn Hereticks — but I prayed him not to be in Chagrin on this Score.  He told me he was not afraid for either himself, or his Children.  I might Speak freely.  I told him “I wanted to know His Religion and the Manner of his performing and he should know mine; that we might see whether his or mine was most agreeable to the Bible: and we would throw away whatever, in either, was not agreeable to the Bible.”  He was profoundly still.  I insisted for his having a Bible; that it did not do, for the Priest only to have the Bible: the Priest must allow you to see for your self.  Every Body must see for Himself in matters of Religion.  We must not go along in the Dark.  I added that I did not want any of my people Should trust me in that; but examine all I Said by the Bible.

January 27, 1757

1757 January 27 (Thursday).  Lt. Tainter came from Boston and brought Wool and Cotton for Lucy.  He dined with us: as did Judge Ward.  P.M. our Church Meeting to choose a Deacon instead of Deacon Jonathan Forbush junior deceased.  After prayer and acquainting the Church with what the Design of the Meeting was, I read what the Platform says of a Deacons Business etc.; Votes were brought in.  There appeared 12 out of 25 for Lt. Tainter.  Six were for Brother Whitney; five for Brother Daniel Forbush, one for Brother Francis Whipple and one for Brother Moses Warrin.  We tryed again and there were 17 for Brother Tainter.  Whereupon he was declared Chosen.  After this I mentioned to the Church that my Judgment had been many years ago, and was Still that Deacons ought, according to the Institution in Act. 6 to be Ordained.  I also desired the Church to think upon the Affair of Sister Judith Bellows.  We prayed, and I gave the Blessing.  May God be with His servant who has been elected!  I can’t but look upon him as being, all things considered, the Suitablest Person among us for the Office; and hope God will graciously accept and reward him for his readiness to serve in the Kingdom of Christ he having in a distinguishing manner a ministerial Disposition, and is very helpful to the poor and afflicted.

January 30, 1757

1757 January 30 (Sunday).  Read 2 K. 1.  Gave some brief (unwritten) Observations.  Preached a. and p.m. on 2 Cor. 5.11, former part.  Mrs. Hastings and Mrs. Whitney of Waterton (sisters of Lt. Tainter) dined here.  They inform that John Harrington of Waltham, who killed young Larnard some time ago, is condemned to die.  P.M. I read part of Mat. 26.  Scil. to v. 36.  Great Thaw, and rains.

January 31, 1757

1757 January 31 (Monday).  The Snow greatly melted away.  N.B. a strange Man came in here muffled and in a Frock, Said he was from New York, wanted to have a Bible handed to him.  He thereupon turned to Joel 2, and strongly recommended it to me to read it, and give solemn Warning to the people.  We shall soon see (he said) cause enough for it.  I asked to sit — “it was no matter.”  I asked him if he would Eat or drink — and what was his Name.  His reply still was, “it mattered not” — and left us.  Amon Blanc at dinner here.  P.M. Billy goes to Artillery Training at Neighbour Alpheus Newtons.

February 2, 1757

1757 February 2 (Wednesday).  Very stormy last Night and this Morning — Snow, Rain, Hail.  Yet Brother Hicks leaves us to go home.  N.B. Brother Hicks informs me that he designs to Review the Action between Collins the Quaker and him and again wants me to recollect his Sending by me a Message to Collins, to know whether Mr. Oliver Ward had paid, or how much he had paid upon his Bond.  This put me upon reading over great Part of my Journals of the Years 1736 and 1737, which brings to my remembrance so many Things, many besides what are written, that I am much affected, and am very glad I have taken those pains to preserve what Passes from Day to Day.  For although many things are small and of little worth in them selves yet do the Recollections of them prove of Service divers ways, putting me in mind of several Circumstances which attended them which tis needful to recover: But there are some Other Things which are of Such Importance in my Life that they ought by no means to be dropt.  I must notwithstanding upon the Review, bewail it that my Life is of so little importance or profit to my self or Others.  O what is mine compared with the Lives of Some Others!  Ex. gr. St. Augustine’s, who preached every Day; and wrote Books enough besides to take up the most of a mans Life, with proper attention to read: Dr. Hammonds who Studyed etc. 16 Hours of the 24.  Mr. R. Baxter who was even a prodigy of Fruitfulness.  May God be pleased to awaken me out of my Sloth, and pardon and help me for His Name’s Sake!

February 3, 1757

1757 February 3 (Thursday).  I looked over the Notes I designed to preach from at the private Meeting at Mr. Bradish’s — but presently after Dinner came Mr. Hezekiah Pratt with an Horse beseeching me to hasten to his House, whither Some men had brought poor Mr. Edward Wilson of Shrewsbury.  They brought him out from home in order to his Seeing me, but they could get him no further.  I therefore went to him and found him in a very distressed Condition under Strong Temptations and frequently ready to lay Hands on himself.  I gave him some quieting Counsel and Directions and prayed with him.  The men who waited on him were Mr. Brewer and Mr. John Garfield.  In the Evening Deacon Forbush and his Widow Daughter here and supped with me.  This Evening visited us also Lt. Tainter with his sisters, Hastings and Whitney.  When they were gone, I had some sorrowful Reflections on my Conversation’s being So unprofitableand lifeless as it was among them.  O that God would pardon and quicken me!  And make me more Serviceable to His Kingdom and useful to mankind.

February 6, 1757

1757 February 6 (Sunday).  Storm continues — Snow — p.m. Rain.  Read 2 K. 2.  Preached a.m. on 2 Cor. 5.11.  P.M. read Mat. 26 from v. 36.  Repeated a sermon on Ps. 63.8 to p. 6.  And O that God would add his Blessing to the fervent Endeavors of the Day, in Special to Spiritual and Everlasting profit of my own Soul!  Mr. John Chamberlins Wife dined here.  In the Evening Mrs. Pierpont.  N.B. had some Serious Discourse with Billy, which I beg of God to Succeed to his Saving Good.

February 7, 1757

1757 February 7 (Monday).  Snowy Weather still.  P.M. it cleared off.  Mr. Amos Wait of Grafton, from Boston, dined here.  He brings me a Line from my Kinsman W. B. P., that probably Brother P____ will be marryed this Week.  Sent by Daniel Nurse to Mr. William Boardman for an Hatt for Billy.  In the Eve Mr. Daniel Forbush here.  Read some of Mrs. Pierponts Journals, find them very entertaining and quickening — but not without divers very exceptional Things respecting their Separation and suffering Persecution from Authority in New Haven.

February 9, 1757

1757 February 9 (Wednesday).  Had Mr. Benjamin Tainters Mare to go to Marlborough.  Was at the Widow Grace Barns’s; visit Mrs. Mary Steward at Mr. Peter Bents.  N.B. Mrs. Bulah and Betty Bent promise me their Meadow which joins to mine.  Dined at Mr. Smiths; but he was gone to Sudbury.  Billy and John wait on their Mother in a visit to Mrs. Martyn and return in safety.  Mr. Martyn came there – which I wondered at, because my Wife was at his House.  Mr. Martyn and I went over to see Mrs. Spikeman (who dwells in Dr. Gotts House) news having arrived to her that Capt. Spikeman was killed by the Enemy in a late Encounter, at Lake George or Champlain.  At Eve I returned home and in my way hired 31£ old Tenor of Mr. Ephraim How.  Capt. Baldwin came.  He informs that my Daughter Forbush has had a broken Breast.

February 11, 1757

1757 February 11 (Friday).  Bright and not very Cold.  Capt. B. returns to Brookfield and Carrys Some of Billys Cloths.  My Wife goes to t’other House; and carrys Samuel there and leaves him.  Brother Hicks going to Boston again upon the Collins Affair, dines here.  P.M. Mr. Ammiel Weeks of Brookfield here.  Tells me Lord Loudown is on the Road, returning to the Westward.  At Eve came Mr. Childs man to glaze my Kitchin, but I Sent him to Abner Newton.  Billy trims my young Orchard.

February 13, 1757

1757 February 13 (Sunday).  Read 2 King. 3.  Repeated on Ps. 63.8 from page 6 the remainder with Omissions, alterations etc.  P.M. read Mat. 26 from v. 36.  Preached on Ezek. 22.30 on which I mainly Spent my time for preparation So that I was obliged (many Cares and avocations pressing) to repeat as abovesaid.  It is my earnest wish and prayer that God will please to raise up, and Spirit Such as may Stand in the Gap before Him for this Land!  O that it might please Him to qualifie and introduce me (though infinitely unworthy) into the Number, though the most inferior Number of them of those that Shall do some Service in those respects!  No Earthly Honour being comparable to serving God most High in the great Affairs of His Kingdom.  Evening Pierpont Journals.

February 14, 1757

1757 February 14 (Monday).  P.M. visit LeBlanc.  He Objects against us that many of us, Protestants, (as Quakers) are not baptized — and that we dont practise Penitence.  To the former I replyed that we looked upon them as heretical, as well as Papists.  To the latter 1.) That particular Days of Penitence, Whether Days of the Week, ex. gr. Friday, Jesus Christ has not appointed them in the Sacred Scriptures.  2.) Public Fasts are according to the Special Occasions thereof.  3) Private Fasts are left to the wisdom and Devoutness of particular persons them Selves.  N.B. It was So dark and slippery that being ‘o foot I called at Lieut. Tainters; Supped there; and he discerning my State, offered and accommodated me with Horse and Lad to wait upon me home.

February 16, 1757

1757 February 16 (Wednesday).  Visit Mr. Joseph Knowltons Family.  Not only have their two sons Samuel and Nathaniel lately dyed, but Miss Abigail, and Mary Pratt now ly ill of the same Fever, and Young Mr. Knowlton (who lost 3 Children last Fall) is taken sick.  A very distressing time with them, and calls for sympathy.  I visited also at Phinehas Gleazons, Edmund Rice’s, Mr. James Maynards — old Mr. Whipples etc.  N.B. Mr. Edward Wilsons Son was here to desire me to assist in a Fast to be next Tuesday at Mr. Wilsons (in Shrewsbury) on Account of his grievous Tryals and Distresses.  Mr. Ebenezer Forbush, Collector, his first visit to pay me money.  Barnabas Newton here, desiring to join with the Church.

February 18, 1757

1757 February 18 (Friday).  Still rainy.  Have deep and distressing Concern about my own Spiritual State; and find abundant reason to abhor my Self before the Lord, to humble my Self to the Dust.  And O that God would have Mercy on Me: for His great Name’s Sake!  At Eve Mr. Noah Brooks here.  Deacon Forb. and his Daughter, the widow, here.  N.B. I gave her a Note of 11£ Old Tenor for the Pork which I bought of her, being 147 pound at 1/6.  N.B. My Son Thomas brings me from his Brother Ebenezer a proposal about their taking the old place — but is what I can’t comply with.

February 22, 1757

1757 February 22 (Tuesday).  Attended at the Fast in Shrewsbury at the House of Mr. Ed. Wilson, he remaining in a very distressed, tempted state.  Mr. Cushing prayed and Mr. Hutchinson preached a.m. Text Ps. 32.3 to 6 inclusive.  P.M. I prayed and Mr. Martyn preached.  Text Zeph. 3.2.  A very great Concourse.  The sermons very seasonable and excellent Discourses.  May they be savingly profitable!  I returned at Eve.  I called at Mr. Joseph Knowltons, the young woman being Still very low.

February 23, 1757

1757 February 23 (Wednesday).  Visited old Capt. Forb., Mrs. Chase; Widow Rogers, Mr. Barns and Artemas Bruce, the Frosts — The widow Maynard — and was at my sons, where I have not been ever since December [9?] (as I remember).  Both he and his wife under much Disquietment, yet it is not in my power to remedy it.  I came home Smitten with my having disappointed Barny Newton whom I had directed to come here this Eve, but the pressure of my Affairs with my son made me utterly forget it, till I got near home.  He had been here and waited long enough, and was gone home.  May God forgive it through Jesus Christ.